Chapter One
The Game
It began, as these things do, with a boast.
The two cubs lay belly-down on the warm flank of King’s Rock, where the stone held the afternoon sun like a secret. Below them the savannah ran gold to the horizon, and the herds moved across it the way clouds move across a still pond — slow, enormous, indifferent to the small lives watching.
“What makes a king?” said the younger one.
His name was Taku. He was the color of dry earth after rain, with eyes too clever for his age and a habit of asking questions he already suspected the answers to. He asked them anyway. Asking was the only way he knew to make someone look at him.
Beside him, the elder cub did not look up from the beetle he was tracking across the rock.
“Strength,” said Mufaro.
He said it the way he said most things — plainly, without performance, as though the word had been handed to him and he was simply passing it along. Mufaro did not boast. He had never needed to. Boasting was for cubs who feared they might be overlooked, and Mufaro had never once in his life been overlooked. The thought would not have occurred to him.
That was the difference between them, though neither could have named it yet. Mufaro moved through the world like sunlight — taken for granted, missed only in its absence. Taku moved through it like a shadow that had grown tired of being cast by someone else’s light.
“Strength,” Taku repeated. He turned the word over, looking for the soft place in it. He always found the soft place. “Then elephants should rule.”
Mufaro’s paw came down on the beetle and missed. He looked up at last.
“What?”
“Elephants.” Taku’s tail flicked, lazy, triumphant. “They’re stronger than us. Stronger than anything. So if strength makes a king, the elephants should be sitting up here, and we should be down there.” He nodded at the plain. “Bowing.”
For a moment Mufaro said nothing. He had the look he got when a thought arrived that was too large to fit through the door he’d opened for it. Taku treasured that look. He lived for it the way some cubs lived for the hunt — the half-second when his older brother, the obvious one, the loved one, had to stop and think because of something Taku had said.
Then Mufaro’s face broke open into delight. “An elephant king,” he said, and he was grinning, and he heaved himself up and dropped his head and his ears and lumbered three slow enormous steps along the rock with his nose swinging like a trunk, booming in the deepest voice a cub could make: “Bow. Bow before me. I am very large and I have stepped on the council.” And Taku laughed — really laughed, the helpless undignified laugh of a small creature caught off guard by joy — and scrambled up and flung himself onto his brother’s back, and for a while there was no question and no answer and no difference between them, only two cubs rolling on the warm stone in the gold light, all paws and dust and squalling delight, while the herds moved below indifferent to the small lives wrestling above them.
There were afternoons like that. There were a great many afternoons like that, in the beginning.
Then, breathless, they came to rest, sprawled and panting and pleased, and Mufaro rolled onto his back, and let the question go the way he let everything go — easily, without weight, certain the world would still be there when he reached for it again.
“You’re strange, little brother,” he said, warm, half-asleep in the sun. He meant it as love. He always meant it as love. That was somehow worse, though neither of them could have known it yet.
Taku kept the question. He kept all of them. He had a place inside himself where he stored the things Mufaro dropped, and even at six years old that place was beginning to fill.
Their father watched from the shade of the great acacia, and what Hamadi saw was this:
Two sons. One golden, broad even as a cub, already carrying himself with the unhurried confidence of something that belonged. The other lean and dark and quick, watching everything, measuring everything, his cleverness flickering across his face like heat off the rock.
Hamadi loved them both. He would have torn out the throat of anything that suggested otherwise. But love and understanding are not the same animal, and Hamadi — who had been raised to roar, to fight, to stand at the edge of the kingdom and dare the dark to come — Hamadi understood only one of his sons.
When Mufaro pinned a playmate, Hamadi felt it in his own chest, a warmth like recognition. There. That is what I made. That is mine.
When Taku unspooled some sideways argument that left the older cubs blinking, Hamadi felt something else. Pride, yes — but pride at a distance, the way you might admire a bird’s flight without ever wishing you could do it. He did not know what to do with a son like Taku. There was no exercise for it, no trial, no lesson he could pass down hide to hide. The boy’s gift lived in a country Hamadi had never traveled, and a father cannot give directions through a land he has never seen.
So he did what the unequipped have always done.
He praised what he understood, and grew quiet around what he didn’t.
He did not know that Taku was counting the silences.
There was one silence older than all the others, and the cub had been counting it longest, though no one had ever spoken it to him plainly. He had assembled it himself, the way clever children assemble the things adults will not say — from a held breath here, a glance away there, a sentence that stopped one word short. The shape it made was this: that he had been born in a storm. That the rains had come down on the night of his birth the way they came down only for the worst things, and that somewhere in that same wet dark his mother had gone out of the world as he was coming into it. Nuru. He knew the name the way you know a word in a language you do not speak. She had died birthing the dark second son, and the sky had wept, and the kingdom — not cruelly, never to his face, but in the soft terrible way kingdoms murmur — had noticed that the rains came when he was born, and had not quite been able to stop itself from making the smallest of connections.
He was too young to have done anything. Everyone knew that. A cub cannot be blamed for the manner of his own arrival. And so no one blamed him, out loud, ever — which left the blaming entirely to him, and a child given no one to absolve him will always, in the end, convict himself. He did not think it in words. He was too small for words. But underneath the words, in the place where the silences were counted, the cub had arrived very early at the first article of the faith he would spend his whole life building:
My first act in this world was to take someone out of it.
The rain knows. The rain came for her, and stayed to mark me.
He carried it the way he would later carry everything — privately, completely, in the dark, where it could not be seen and so could not be argued away.
“You watch the small one,” said a voice.
Hamadi did not turn. He knew the voice. Everyone in the Long Grass knew the voice, and most of them wished they didn’t, because Bariki had a way of saying true things at the precise moment you would have preferred a lie.
The mandrill had come down from his tree, which he did rarely, and squatted now in the dust at the king’s side, drawing shapes with one long finger. Spirals. Always spirals.
“I watch both,” Hamadi said.
“You watch both. You see one.” Bariki did not look up from his spirals. “It is a different thing. A man can watch the rain all day and never once feel wet.”
Hamadi’s jaw tightened. “Speak plainly, old friend.”
“I am speaking as plainly as the truth allows.” The finger stopped. “There is a wound coming. I have felt it the way you feel a storm in your joints before the sky has decided anything. It is far off yet. Years, perhaps. But it is coming, and it will not come from outside the kingdom.” He finally lifted his eyes, and they were terrible in their gentleness. “It will come from a place inside this rock. From a question that goes unanswered too long, until the one who is asking stops believing there is anyone left to hear it.”
Below them, on the sunlit stone, Taku asked Mufaro something, and Mufaro laughed again and rolled away, and Taku’s small face did the thing it had begun to do — it closed, just slightly, like a flower learning that the sun was not coming back today.
Hamadi saw it.
For one moment, he saw it.
“Taku,” he called. “Come. Show me this argument about the elephants.”
And the dark cub’s head came up so fast, so hungrily, that it broke something in the old mandrill’s chest to watch — because he understood what Hamadi did not. The boy had not wanted to win the argument.
He had only ever wanted to be asked to make it.
Taku scrambled up the rock, talking before he’d arrived — the whole elephant argument tumbling out of him, and then more, because he had an audience and the audience was his father. And Hamadi — who could not have built such an argument himself in a year of trying, who had spent his life being followed for the oldest and simplest reasons — Hamadi listened. He did not understand the half of it. But he laughed in the right places, the big warm laugh of a father caught off guard by a child cleverer than himself, and he cuffed the cub affectionately and called him my strange one, and for that one warm afternoon Taku sat in the full sun of his father’s whole attention and was, simply, a son being delighted in. For the length of one warm afternoon, a disaster was postponed.
But Bariki stayed where he was, drawing his spirals in the dust, watching them coil tighter and tighter toward a center neither cub could see.
A wound, he thought. Not a battle. A wound. They will mistake it for a battle when it comes, and they will fight it as one, and that is precisely how they will lose.
He smoothed the dust flat with his palm and stood.
“Heh,” he said softly, to no one. “The strong one believes he must earn what he already owns. The clever one believes he owns nothing, and so will burn the world to be given it.” He looked at the sky, which was, for now, cloudless. “And the wise one sees the whole of it, and can do nothing — which is the oldest joke the spirits ever told.”
Then he climbed back into his tree to wait.
He would wait a long time.
The rain would come three times before it was over.